I haven't had.

I haven’t had the time but just to breathe

To sleep, to think, sometimes.

I haven’t had the chance, but to sit and watch
And wonder and read a little bit.
I haven’t had the chance to play
And love them back, I need to love myself, hoping it will help.
I haven’t had the chance but to write
To a good friend, my doctor, and ask, what do I do?
I haven’t had the chance but to see each other,
And pray for him to get better.
I haven’t had the chance but to deal with the Flu,
The beginning of a new year with pain, no energy, and feeling like shit.
Tried to be poetic, but at the end, feeling like shit didn’t help me.